Hello bitches, how are we doing today?
I had an extremely lazy day today because I woke up at 12pm and I realised that I just missed an episode of '(Jon & Kate Plus 8)' (anybody watches this show? I think Aaden is extremely cute), so I sulked while reading the papers to know that there are still naive Singaporeans who believe in golden pagodas that would miraculously shield them from bad luck.
A doctor got duped. What a waste of his doctorate, really. I thought a doctor would be smart enough to differentiate a liver from a kidney, stupidity from truth. For christ's sake! A motherfucking doctorate!
Steve is my friend. Please do not judge him.
I laughed when I saw this. Aww, Nat! People change, sometimes we want to accept but we struggle. We find it so hard to get onto a common ground so that everyone can accept themsevles for who they are. While you struggle, you sink deeper and deeper; you are so damn afraid you're never going to come out of it alive because you've been struggling for so long that a part of you forgets what it is like to be alive.
You drag your lifeless body around, for as long as you can remember. You feel empty, you can't seem to remember how everything was like when you were once genuinely happy. You forge a smile, you move forward. Are you really moving forward? Every step you take, while bearing that weak smile of yours has just taken you 10 steps back.
You collaspe. You no longer care about what others think of you. You just want to be around yourself. People try to help you, and it seem to have little effect because you're still on the ground. They try to make you happy, they fail miserably. They give up, they leave you alone and for once, you're happy.
XOXO
