Is it a month? Or a few weeks? I don't know.
Point is, my infatuation for Facebook, Friendster and Myspace is LOOOONG out of the window and I'm very much over that 'adding friends' hype and anxiety.
I used to be so into Friendster. I'd spend HOURS (omg, what have I wasted my youth on? I could have used that time to get 10 points for my fucking o's. Then again, I played throughout my sec 3 and sec 4 years, makes no difference, haw haw) browsing through EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY FRIENDS, to see what interesting pictures they have, or admire how beautiful they look, or make fun of how ridiculous they always appear to be no matter what angle they place their camera in.
My life used to revolve around Friendster and that obsession of having to go through every single one of my friends.
When I see whoever that has like 500+ friends on their accounts, MAN, I was one jealous bitch. I wondered what made them so popular. I mean, it wasn't as if they were the nicest person on Earth, why in the world would they be popular? Then again, maybe, it's just me.
So, the whole entire time, I was just spending the whole day adding acquaintances and old friends, just to boost my 'popularity', to show everyone that I was popular.
Then of course, I had to make sure that my 'profile viewers' had something new to see everytime they viewed my profile, so I HAD TO HAVE new pictures constantly. Be it in one day's time or 3 days' time.
Wow, I have a inner freak that I never knew I had.
Then, I see my friends in school who are still stuck in that phase of looking at everyone's profile and all that.
As much as I know that they are interested in that person (that's why you're viewing that person's profile RIGHT), I just find that act of staring at the screen with the person you're interested in, very very odd. It's almost as if they are some sort of a stalker, staring at that person with so much interest and intent, it seems like they have some issues with themselves and he/she needs help. Like, serious help, right away.
I don't know, then again, like I always say, it might just be me.
Then again, even if you want to view someone's profile, can't you AT LEAST do it in the privacy of your own home? It's as uncomfortable as watching 2 uniformed students making out in a park. Horrifying and grotesque.
Never understood that appeal of kissing/hugging/some bad making out action, in school uniforms. If you are reading this kids, PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD AND YOUR PARENTS, don't exchange spit in your uniforms.
Another step to saying goodbye to vicious Friendster was deleting everyone and anyone whom I didn't know, didn't want to be acquainted with or who are acquaintances with me. I only want nice, true friends that I know and have met before on my account. So, if you find that you cannot view my profile, you know why. (; This time, it is my decision not about 'maybe it's me' situation anymore. Get that in your head. GROOOOWL
Had an AWWWWESOME day with Shaun. My first hand at Shisha or Hookah, whichever you call it. Okaaaay, I know, I guess a million of you have done it before but WHATEVER okay, I'm at my own pace of discovering new things and getting amazed at the worst things that I learn everyday.
'Do you know that gullible is not found in the dictionary?' 'Really?' 'No, I got you. You're so gullible! HAHAHAHAHAHA' - Shaun
Can't wait to meet up with that girl who writes depressing posts on her blog and that guy who checks on his reflection every 5 seconds. I miss you guys so much!
Of course, my girl too. SATURDAY! Have fun in school tomorrow! (; I'll be joining your suckfest in 5 more days.
GOTTA.MAKE.FULL.USE.OF.MY.DAYS.LEFT.BEFORE.SCHOOL.STARTS.
